Cathi--

Kelly (RIP) Cathi (RIP) and shell
My little sister.. what did she offer this earth? Why was her time so short? Why did she no longer want to be here? There was so much greatness in her. Sadly so much was focused on the hurts, hangups, and hell that she lived with for so many years. She had such a problem with reality, with truth, most times she made it all up... much of it as she went along. Reality can hurt, life can take serious bites from our hearts and souls, I saw that greatly in my sister's life. I begged her to celebrate.
We took her to Grand Canyon, praying she could see the wonders of this world without the cares of the world blaring in her ears via TV, radio, Internet etc.. devastatingly her sadness would engulf her.






We would take her to the beach and watch the waves crash in and out with the colors of the rainbow riding the crest.. she couldn't see past the blackness of some veil that was cast before her eyes.
She loved God, beyond measure, so much so she wanted to be closer to Him and as far from his world as she could get. The anger, the pain, the wars, rumors of wars, poverty, abuses against animals and mankind were all so much for her.
That is all the ugly veil that shrouded her being
but she was so much more!!I so wanted her to know it, to see it, to embrace it, to celebrate it.. as her birthday draws near (July 23rd) I feel the ugly veil trying to cover me in a bleak sadness and longing. Stupid world, why couldn't you be nicer?
Well DAMN YOU darkness!! I shall celebrate my sister this 23rd of July! Albeit through this huge veil of tears.. blast you and your unkind ways. My God is bigger than your bullshit! Love can conquer the darkness and I can celebrate all the incredible things that my sister was and still is , in my heart, memories and soul.
Cathi wrote lovely poems, articles and other assorted literary works.
Cathi was a wonderful artist. I wish I had her pieces to present. I give you these to represent her loveliness, created by assorted deviants.

Celebrate








heehee had too

I miss her so, I celebrate her, I will try and make a living amends for all the pain she ever felt by loving everyone my life can touch. My prayer is she has found peace, and a joy we can not even imagine.
Celebrate life, hug as many people as you can this week. I know I asked this at the beginning of the month when I celebrated my sobriety, but this is an on going process.
Cathi my little sister